If any body has recently visited my blog site through the Squak Mountain Stone website, you may have noted that the date on the last posting was 2006. While I am quite adept at speaking my mind, it’s apparent that finding the time to write is another issue. Perhaps it’s finding the peace and quiet in my life to articulate my thoughts (for example, my son is sitting at computer behind me now, music and lasers blasting on a Bionicle/LEGO website, while I’m struggling to think of something deep, yet pithy to say, which is clearly escaping me tonight.)
However, last week I spent several days in San Jose, California at West Coast Green, sharing a large booth with my “Green Mafia” friends at Kirei, EcoTimber and KlipTech and the message was clear: we must blog. Okay, but I suppose I’ve resisted to some degree because just because someone has a blog site and knows how to navigate a keyboard doesn’t mean they should. I created a saying while in college after witnessing a horribly unfortunate fashion faux pas: “Self confidence is a dangerous thing in the hands of the wrong person.” And yet, here I am, trying again, a mere two years later.
I do realize I have opinions. And given the number of invitations I receive to speak in front of business groups and classes, I suppose my opinions matter to some people. But at the heart is this fear I have: If I blog, will they come? What do I say that will matter? Do I have the power to create engaging virtual conversations? Can I offer a slice of my perspective that can perhaps influence a person’s decisions that day? Or do I try to release my inner comedian in hopes I can get a TV deal and leave this manufacturing stuff and the “need to blog” behind me? I have to say right now, I think the jury might still be out (although my employees have a pretty strong opinion about how funny I think I am and they’re not looking for new jobs just yet.)
In the end, I think I will write what I know (which is what I think I said in my “About” page about three years ago). And I will take the time to share the daily onslaught of issues I encounter, if I believe they will help others. But I really hope the next post is not two years from now – I’m making my VP here promise to nag me everyday about how my blog is coming. Nothing like a little guilt to inspire.
